Sunday, October 25, 2015

Let it go...

For the past 7 years I've had such issues with my ex, John. I can't even tell you how many horrible things he has done to me. You would think I was making this shit up. Unfortunately I'm not the only one he does these things to. I've become friends with another one of his exes that actually had to press charges against him for harassment. I had decided awhile ago that I would change my phone number. I hesituated for so long because my business was attached to the number. So if I changed it, ultimately one phone number would still be public due to my phone number. So, I made the decision to close down shop just to get rid of this unwanted stress named John. I closed my business and once everything was official, I changed my phone number. I won't allow anyone to have any control over my life. He thought he could just continue to be in my life but he was wrong. He's gone. Good riddance you gigantic mistake in my life.

Hello, it's me
I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
To go over everything
They say that time's supposed to heal ya, but I ain't done much healing

Hello, can you hear me?
I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be
When we were younger and free
I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

There's such a difference between us
And a million miles

Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart
Anymore

Hello, how are you?
It's so typical of me to talk about myself, I'm sorry
I hope that you're well
Did you ever make it out of that town where nothing ever happened?

It's no secret that the both of us
Are running out of time

So hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart
Anymore, ooooohh
Anymore, ooooohh
Anymore, ooooohh
Anymore, anymore

Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart
Anymore

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