Monday, September 28, 2015

What a feeling!!

This is unlike anything I've ever felt in my entire life. I feel confident and at peace with being by myself. I never handled being single very well in the past but since this is the first time I'm actually mentally healthy, I feel great being alone. I can goto the lake and read, I can work on my book, I'm taking an adult dance class...I'm just doing me and not depending on a man. Yes, I'm sure one day I will want to start looking to date but I'm just so happy with myself. I know I have one person in my life right now that if he asked me on a date I would be a giddy as a little school girl, but I'm not making the first move. Slow and steady wins the race. I just want to move slow. I'm finally getting to love me. Loving me will only be better for the next guy.

Oh, and it's apparently true that you shouldn't be friends with the opposite sex. The day after I was out on my own, he contacted me to see if I wanted to be more than friends. Fuck off. I needed a friend, not someone that just wants to get in bed with me. Proud and happy to say I officially have no guy friends and I am completely alright with it. I don't need anyone to boost my ego or give me attention. IT FEELS SO FUCKING GOOD. I can't imagine this smile leaving my face...just getting bigger.


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Lyrics
Yeah
When I get chills at night
I feel it deep inside without you, yeah
Know how to satisfy
Keeping that tempo right without you, yeah
Pictures in my mind on replay
I'm gonna touch the pain away
I know how to scream my own name
Scream my name
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(Hey)
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(I love me)
Can't help myself, no, I don't need anybody else
Anytime, day or night
(I love me)
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(Hey)
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(I love me)
Can't help myself, no, I don't need anybody else
Anytime that I like
(I love me)
I'll take it nice and slow
Feeling good on my own without you, yeah
Got me speaking in tongues
The beautiful, it comes without you, yeah
I'm gonna put my body first
And love me so hard 'til it hurts
I know how to scream out the words
Scream the words
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(Hey)
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(I love me)
Can't help myself, no, I don't need anybody else
Anytime, day or night
(I love me)
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(Hey)
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(I love me)
Can't help myself, no, I don't need anybody else
Anytime that I like
(I love me)
Ah, la la la, la la la la la
Ah, la la la, la la la la la
Ah, la la la, la la la la la
Anytime that I like
(I love)
I know how to scream my own name
Scream my name
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(Hey)
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(I love me)
Can't help myself, no, I don't need anybody else
Anytime, day or night
(I love me)
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
(Hey)
Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else
Can't help myself, no, I don't need anybody else
Anytime that I like
(I love me)
Ah, la la la, la la la la la
Ah, la la la, la la la la la
Ah, la la la, la la la la la
Anytime that I like
(I love me)

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