Saturday, August 9, 2014

I'm the only one...

The days are long and the nights are longer.  I swear I'm going out of my mind seeing him with someone else.  All the steps forward I had taken are gone.  I'm starting counseling again.  I don't like the feelings that are taking over me.  I can't seem to let him go.  I've done so much wrong...shit, I pretty much did our entire relationship wrong.  I can say a thousand times that I've changed and things would be different but words are words and he's tired of hearing them.  I don't know what to do with myself.  I have so many feelings and they are all overwhelming right now.

I want to feel him so deep in me that I can feel it in my stomach.  I want his eyes on me, his hands, his body.  I need him...I crave him.  This is so much deeper than love.  It's like nothing I've ever felt before and probably never will again.  What the fuck is wrong with me?

Please baby can't you see
My mind's a burnin' hell
I got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin'
My heart apart as well
Tonight you told me
That you ache for something new
And some other woman is lookin' like something
That might be good for you

Go on and hold her till the screaming is gone
Go on believe her when she tells you
nothings wrong
But I'm the only one
Who'll walk across the fire for you
I'm the only one
Who'll drown in my desire for you
It's only fear that makes you run
The demons that you're hiding from
When all your promises are gone
I'm the only one

Please baby can't you see
I'm trying to explain
I've been here before and I'm locking the door
And I'm not going back again
Her eyes and arms and skin won't make
it go away
You'll wake up tomorrow and wrestle the sorrow
That holds you down today

Go on and hold her till the screaming is gone
Go on believe her when she tells you
nothings wrong
But I'm the only one
Who'll walk across the fire for you
I'm the only one
Who'll drown in my desire for you
It's only fear that makes you run
The demons that you're hiding from
When all your promises are gone
I'm the only one
~Melissa Etheridge

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