Thursday, August 7, 2014

Come Back to Me

10/4/2009

I feel like I'm in a daze.  I don't know, it just hurts so bad when you've been replaced.  I know that the pain will go away once I replace him.  It just sucks because I really didn't want to replace him.  I said it before and I still think that he is the one.  He had everything I was looking for-everything.  This sucks.  I don't know how else to put it.  I wish I could just realize that we weren't meant for each other, but fuck I really think we are.  So now I've got Joe, the player, trying to come back into my life.  WTF.  I don't know what the hell to do.  He is begging for another chance the same way I've been begging Evan.  He wants to make it up to me and make everything right.  Exactly what I want with Evan.  I know how bad it hurts to know you made a ton of mistakes and really want to fit it and not be given the chance.  I really don't know what to do.  I can still remember him saying "Go fix yourself and then come back to me."  Why didn't he wait?

Seeing their pictures all over Facebook is such a slap in the face.  We had made plans to head back to NYC in September and when I called to confirm the plans he said he wouldn't be able to make it because he had a birthday party to attend.  I did ask if he needed a date and he said "No."  Pretty obvious now that it would have been awkward to take me to the birthday party for the girl he was dating. 

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror
Looking back at you

You say you're leavin
As you look away
I know there's really nothin left to say
Just know I'm here
Whenever you need me
I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

Take your time I wont go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you come back to me

I can't get close if your not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul to bear
I can't fix you I can't save you
Its something you have to do

So I'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me
Come back to me
So I'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you come back to me

When you find you come back to me
When you find you come back to me
When you find you come back to me
~David Cook

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